Those Eyes

I saw those eyes again 
Those that really entranced me 
as much as the first time, my friend
the eyes that made me again feel motivated
those eves that inspire me to be creative 

Drinking my beer I was left a bit speechless
looking at her in that dress
from top to bottom, in and out
there was just wonder coming from my mouth
il keep this short but is it really simple?

It might really just be her dimples
Whatever it is I really did enjoy it 
with my self and company included
I love it when we can all be extroverted

The Fire of Life

With fire in my veins i hold these burning reigns
Ive been thrown down in the past but i still find it strange
how these motherfuckers kiss my ass and don't think of the pain
they caused, not to me but to those i roll with 

those i hang with, those i cheech and chong with
I haven't been there for a minute but ive been thinking about ya
im always in the background doin my thing and sellin words without ya
You're still a big part of my life always and forever, now and then

Never know what you will decide to 
you should know that im always thinking about you
my brothers you know, il always be true
true to you, to me, you know we'll always make it through

And you know you cant hold a mic without talent
so why do you try to keep friends without balance
A true and tried brother im in need of no other
truth is the answer you should give to your mother

family comes first and should, above no other
but familys' what you make of it, its up to you who you call brother
these insipid ass cowards blaming one another 
this will never be us we'll never be there brother

Never know what you will decide to 
you should know that im always thinking about you
my brothers you know, il always be true
true to you, to me, you know we'll always make it through

You should forget these stupid bitches that will use me and you 
taking us for our kindness and the things that we will do
we're all soldiers, we're fighting for what we knew
in the past and the present, its all that we can do 

With all these things we all know that we should prove 
it could all be a life painting that all of us together drew
all those things of life that we should be fighting for 
for all those fucking things that sometimes seemed a bore

Never know what you will decide to 
you should know that im always thinking about you
my brothers you know, il always be true
true to you, to me, you know we'll always make it through

Who the fuck does this guy think he is?

I use words like worlds, parasitic im with it
I consume and it helps me grow
but there's a few things i feel that you should know

I stand about five foot ten 
while i write these words with this pen
fuck it, pen? i dont even got that 
all i have's my confidence and junk
its all just tool to help me get rid of the gunk

I use a pencil when i write cuz its easy to fix
all the mistakes ive made
thats one lesson ive learned fix em quick
or you'l be regretting the grave

I got long-ass hair thats usually pulled back
big brown eyes and a blue backpack
bike ridin everywhere people sometimes stare
cuz im a bit funny lookin but with confidence to spare

cee lo is a hero of mine, underrated 
and unappreciated like me 
a walking contradiction is really what i be
headphones bumpin metal while 
im writin this rhyme 
a jean jacket vest im sportin almost all the time

My personality dont make sense 
kinda like the chewbacca defense 
johnny cochran aint got nothin on me 
im sittin here arguing with lakes and trees

while swimming in courtrooms and climbing the stands
put yo hands behind your back, then what do i do with my pants?
im jokin im really not that ridiculous
I wasnt wearing pants from the beginning they're superfluous

When i look in the mirror i love what i see
and i know you might not agree but im better with out you actually
and its time to say id probably find you boring anyway

so take yor dirty ass and lead yourself away 
you dont do what you should youre just a waste of space
and next time that we meet you wont get no greet
so dont come up to me expecting a treat
and while you walk past dont you dare even mutter
because the response you'l get back'l leave your mind in a clutter

Rehab

I could take all the powder to put up my nose
and i could drink all the bottles because im better at it than most
i could smoke all the weed and do all the speed
but what would happen to all the other things i need

it would all go to shit and straight disappear
how many heroin addicts do you know 
that can hold down a job and keep family near?
if you fall in this criteria im not tryin to be dissin' ya
who doesn't like to feel good while pissin on the system

I know i do, how you think i came to be here
im just a hypocritical cynical sonofabitch
and i abhor and adore this chore and this pitch 
of drug talkin, drug selling lifestyle havin
and thats the true real life bitch

when you know this you can chose abstinence
or moderation there no all or nothing game
unless youre willing to lose at it because if you have nothing
or all of it you still end up being a thrall of it
pleading and begging for more or for someone to take some of it

but thats just me dont listen to see 
whether im right , find out for yourself 
you dont need me to heed

so pop those pills smoke that hash
do those shrooms, shoot that smack 
and snort that blow but dont blame me 
and say you didnt know

do your own treatment and fuck up worse
than me, and hope its not to late to heal
youre in too deep, that hill is real fuckin steep
you ready to climb?
alright, imma shut the fuck up this is becoming 
a preachy ass rhyme

I sing for the bitch

Sittin in this bar writing rhymes on this napkin

not even drinking its where i put the work in,

it gets me this paycheck that i need to live 

bless this world and things it has to give

but right now im more focused on what it has to take

just so that I can call this life mine and my path to make

everyone wants something whatever it is 

I write these metaphors for my own enjoyment

hoping maybe my experience will help with your chores

im bored, torn, shackled and trapped, shit we all are

there are just those that realize it and do better

then theres those ignorant ones who dont need more

These people I meet, drink their beer while I give them conversation

this life I lead is full of women I greet and give a piece of verbal masturbation

This reality I lead is inevitable, these women that want to get to know me are incredible

I gotta start running faster from them for their own sake my lifes inedible

Scrambling and giving pieces of myself its part of my trap

while you girls take them away and grow from the pieces that ive dealt.

these women I lay dont know me at all, dont pretend you do ladies

you dont know what I am and how you are the one thats crazy

All I have is my honesty thats all I ever say

I dont even have any rags to go to riches haha dont you need that to play

A single point in time

I feel upstaged and alone a fuckin freak 

still without a home, shackled to my couch

a mouth full of uninspired rhymes these troubled

thought provoking times spent staying up late nights writing pages

and pages of useless poems, tomes cover my walls like im some insane 

poet. You wont be laughing when your walls are covered in my posters

you wont be laughing when the walls are covered in the blood of these posers

But im laughing now! wow! for no good reason!

while shes laughing at me like its open season  point out my faults and mistakes

hang up my dirty laundry and scream real loud for you to see my underwears!

I dont mean my boxers or briefs i only meant the miniscule details that make up 

my insides, I wear my heart on my sleave its the only way i can stay honest and 

not break apart in this world we create and harvest

I was raised weak and like metal I was tempered, 

or was I tempered by metal either way it did me right 

with a bit of trouble  add in some rhymes no matter style of music

I write it all its in how you use it, you gotta fake a smile and 

keep that grimace no matter how you feel or show your mistakes.

Monste(r)

My mental stability has been in question

as well as my character don't laugh at me, 

that's just my way of saving ya see, I take

bad in the world and channel it to make you

stronger than cookie cutter bullshit human faces

who have no pain to stain the blue blood butchered

brain stained streets that we travel endlessly red

she giggles cause I sleep with a body pillow

like slug sorry to take this line from ya but you

got it right with that bitch Lucy tears for fears

wannabe human zooming through life with no real

knowledge or care about us drifters with dreams

of pincers to pin down the sanity that seems constantly slipping

like Aes rock with the daylight and junk I wanna

take your pieces and put them in order you wanted

because some people just don't have drive to go for it

ok well that's a little different  not quite like you Aes

but I make my own way from the inspiration which you place

in my whiskey muddled trouble infested trust obsessed

cranium I think its a bit ridiculous this angst im surrounded in

im almost out the door yo and the end of this rhyme im writing it.